Appearance & Actuality.
Random:)

Janelle just texted me, I never thought I’d see or hear from her again. She wants to hang out and talk. How is this even happening to me right now? I woke up to this random text.. Am I just dreaming? Where has all the time went, how can I still remember someone’s phone number from so long ago. I’m not going to lie I miss that girls smile, her laugh haha her stupid little notes. I hope we can get a chance to meet up and see each other. That sure would be nice, fuck I might actually smile again for a change.

It doesn’t show much, but deep down I just want to die already.
Bout to be on the football team

Bout to be on the football team

Some nights

like tonight I feel like I haven’t anything in me but some empty ass phone calls. I wish I could just say something but when I feel like q_

You will be there firefighter you choose to be. No one can make you better I worse. You have to realize that it is in your best interest to be the best educated, most physically fit, and best trained firefighter you can be. It may just save your own life and the lives of other firefighters.
I was 174 when I moved here now I am 193 (19%BF,BMI22.34)

Makin all sortz of gains
Yeeee 
Sobriety is fucking amazing.

I was 174 when I moved here now I am 193 (19%BF,BMI22.34)

Makin all sortz of gains
Yeeee
Sobriety is fucking amazing.

The hardest part
Of being forgotten
Is the knowledge
That you just
Didn’t mean that much
To begin with.
M.S. (via coffee-crinkled-pages)
Relapse

It’s badd

Bank

So now that I’m making 20 an hour and the girl I’m talking to is a manager I Wells Fargo should I consider asking her to be more than friends? I know she lives in Fullerton and I live in culver city but it seems worth it. We have so much in common and she so much more than beautiful. I feel like we’re in sync and I can’t stop smiling every time she texts me. I’m not used to this feeling, I’m not going to lie it makes me feel like I’m on top of the world x specially considering I just got hired as a manger at coffee bean and have another job plus am in school full time. Plus I’m about to go see mamma bear whom I love dearly.

Shots of Jameson need to be refilled.

Shots of Jameson need to be refilled.

glitterist:

wow